Sunday, September 23, 2007

Mai Sis went away already~

Assalamualaikum :)

yesterday, Saturday 22nd September 2007, started kinda hectic, with me having errands to do separately to mai who did her last minute shopping and then cooking an early buka puasa because planned to go and berbuka at the klia mosque. in the afternoon, relatives came to see mai because they wouldn't be able to make it to klia. and then the rush! to get ready to go to klia.

we arrived at the klia mosque right on time to get ready and wait for the azan Maghrib, the calling signifying it's time of the breaking of fast. it was a wonderfully magnificent moment for all of us because we sat at the mosque verandah and ate lasagna and nasi daging and getting all excited and then after maghrib, we left for klia.

so mai had a few briefing to attend to and so we waited...
and lepaking at the restaurant...
and then it was 10.40pm, the time to say goodbye because mai had to go in though her flight was 11.40pm.

i didn't want to say goodbye~
i didn't...
i just didn't...
but i had to and i let loose the tears :'(
because after abah mama, she's the closest to me, the very closest, my treasure box, my everything~

it's true what hilmi said, the separation is only temporary but it hurts~
my chest hurts because i miss her, i'm writing this only the morning after and my chest hurts because i miss her terribly :'(

i feel empty and i know technology is going to bridge the distance that keeps us apart but just like the song i dedicate to mai, menunggumu from chrisye feat peterpan-

bila rindu ini...menjadi milikmu...aku menunggumu...

the feeling that i miss her surpasses every other feelings :'(

i miss you mai~

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey..kesiannye + schweet awakk. xpe2. sabar2. time is the best healer. uhuhu..
take care ok. :)
p/s: oyh, bestnye jd 1st pengomen (lala)

a passerby said...

ohh cis..ingat baru nak jd 1st commentor . ey wann sedeynyeee... kite pun almost berair mata bace. neway, kite pun baru lepas chat ngan adek kite yg kat mesir tuh,,so its quite okay la, ade webcam, the whole family bley tgk die, and die pun bley tgk kitorang :) so..dont worry okey big sista :) u'll get to see ur sis more than u thot (hopefully) 1 more thing.. sape masak lasagna?!! laparnye kite skarang .. so kesimpulan..kite bace post awk yg ni, berair mata, berair mulut..hahahaha kotor2

Mysara said...

uuu..sedeynye.i read this while crying. I MISSS YOU TOOO sooo badly.i miss the house,the family,the food,the room,the weather and everything.its gonna take quite some time to adapt! kalo i dah de fix line,i will call u k! tenet maybe next week baru leh dpt kot...huhu

a passerby said...

haa mai, tayah call gune fix line, call+webcam gune ym pun dah cukup bes dah :)ubat rindu korang sekeluarge.. hehe

wanderfulmadnificent said...

hehehe, thank you kak iman :)

time is probably the best healer but like i said, the feeling that i miss her surpasses everything~

that's all reallyyy, i just miss mai sis :'(

wanderfulmadnificent said...

aaaaawwww, tak sangka dapat wat kak aalaa berair mata and mulut, huhu :p

yeah, i would have thought that technology would help but it's just not the same...

nway, my mama cooked lasagna, since at england lagi tu, and my mom's lasagna is the best! (seriouslyyy) so don't buy at any other restaurant coz it's expensive and u only get a small portion! maybe i'll tell my mom to make a business out of it after retirement, hehe ;)

wanderfulmadnificent said...

I MISS YOU MAI !!!!!!

when are you gonna contact me!!!

ur always on my mind lately coz i just miss u :)

u take care mai, pls contact me :))

Anonymous said...

hey wan. sedehnye. takpe2 pas abis bachelor awak gi la sambung master kat tempat mai. hehe lagi bes bole jalan2 makan angin adik beradik! pastu ambik gamba lawa banyak2 dan post kat frenster (thats wat ppl do today kan.. ;p)

ps. sori da lame tak view blog awak. heeh tau2 bukak, boom byk new post dah, dan sempat komen yg ni je..

cheer up! ala lame2 ok la tu.. :D

wanderfulmadnificent said...

thanks n3mah!! hehehe, lawakla your suggestions! hehehe, eh, what happen to ur blog? drug overdose huh? /:)

Anonymous said...

yahh drug overdose. mati terus. haha.

imaaaanj said...

uuu..sedeynye kak wan! seriously, a bit of jealousy cuz i dont have a sister. but its actually just the same wif my brothers. especially at the airport. it was so dreadful to just wave my hands in departing. when my dad read the doa for me, he was crying himself! i was speechless. and my mum ofkos she was crying, making me feel worse, and yg paling i x tahan is my younger brothers! they were crying t0o! terharu gile. and i really miss them. smpi skng i remember the moment. and i hope that i'll never forget it. i think i'm about to cry, so i better stop now. huhuh. T_T

wanderfulmadnificent said...

aaaaaaaaaawwwwwww iman, that's sooooo touching and sad..

and we all should be grateful to have such family with fitrah because family is everything and blood always run thicker than water and that eventhough u don't have a sister but you'll always have people like a sister looking out for you kan ;)