i miss SMKLB :(

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum ^_^

Please bring my heart back from SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN LABU BESAR~

Because…

Although the boys like to ring the bell too many times,

If not the bell, then it would be the gong,

Although the boys and girls like to make too much noise,

Although the girls like to shout and scream,

Although some kids are immature,

Although some kids are lazy when it comes to studying,

Although the boys have sulked at us, and they think we can’t sulk back,

Although I have been bitten by a leech and I got so traumatic,

Although the hostel always blackout,

Sometimes the water would be rusty,

And then it would turn white,

But I guess it was better than not having any water at all,

And there would be cows, goats, potholes and cracks on the road to go to school,

And I lost a quarter of the car’s rear bumper (say what?!) because I didn’t see when driving after the heavy rain and through the deep waters that didn’t look so deep,

I felt inadequate having had so much in my life before but I learn to live and smile more and receive so much more. I felt blessed every day coming to the school but it wasn’t all rosy posey,

There were nights when I cried so much,

There were days when I had enough,

There were times when my heart breaks,

There were moments when I feel like giving up,

There were the storms,

But the rainbow is always there and so colourful that made my life so much complete so I count my blessings and THANK YOU ALLAH :)

And THANK YOU to the students and teachers of SMKLB…

For teaching me how to talk in the Kedah slang,

For introducing me to eat petai, yummy!

For smiling at us,

For always making us happy,

For being good students,

For being great teachers,

For all the foods here that prevented me from dieting,

For taking care of our welfare,

For striking conversation with us,

For always helping us out,

For every time the boys peered out at us when the car starts,

For cheering us up,

For giving us the best times of our life…

If I could give my heart away, the pieces of it would be everywhere, to so many of the students there and the teachers…

So please bring my heart back <3

Happy Eid Mubarak =)

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum :)

I am not depressed, not anymore, I just can't change the punkymood and that’s depressing, sigh~

Besides, I found out that people with depression have it really bad that they need to pop pills and if they don’t eat one pill a day, they would get really really depressed which is a depressing fact, hehe

I also know that teachers get depressed easily and I find myself questioning, hey, I’m not like that, the fire in me don’t die that easily and I’m much more stronger because I have the kids putting me up in a pedestal, urm, but that could depressing to be held up so high, huhu

Oh, whatever, it’s not about me and it’s not about depression, its RAYA!

This eid, my students said;

Please coming to my home!

How many raya kurungs do you have?

How many kuih tunjuk or you buy?

It’s rain here, how to raya?

When teacher nak mai balik ke sini?

hehe

So, forgive me for not uploading the pictures yet,

Forgive me for being a bad teacher,

Forgive me for blabbering about school stuffs,

Forgive me for talking so enthusiastically about my students,

Forgive me that my students made hand made raya cards to me,

Forgive me for getting more raya cards than you,

Forgive me for receiving more raya sms than you,

Forgive me because I’m called a teacher now,

Forgive me because many people think I’m working whereas I have one semester to go,

Forgive me because my students all invite me to their homes this raya,

Forgive me because I’ll be spending this raya far from home but it’ll be such an adventure!

Forgive and Forget my wrongdoings, please

and have a HAPPY MOST MERRY EID MUBARAK!