September is Tomorrow!

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum


September this year is a BIG deal for me and I pray a lot that things work out the way I want it to be BUT THEN, there's always that niggling feeling that perhaps what I want may not be what I need and I say phooey to that! What if what I need is exactly what I want?!


So this Ramadhan, I shouldnt have been lazy because I have sooo many things to ask for and when I ask, I need to double my efforts in praying because I cant just have it without working for it so please, I need an answer and I will try to be patient~

So is it any important?!

Just a little bit...

Lost in Translation

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I wish you were there, heck, I wish there was an audience!


You should have seen the boy, undersized, timid and has a squeaky voice which annoys the whole staffroom! and what did he do you ask? He swore at a teacher, he lied and rebelled and retaliated when the teacher reprimanded him and then he was called upon by the discipline teacher. and then that's when the drama happened...


He doesn't understand what he did ALTHOUGH he knew he was wrong! He doesn't understand because he doesn't understand Malay and we, the teachers were SOOO irritated only God knows how much! Can you imagine telling off a person for how many minutes and that person knows you are angry because you have flared nostrils ridges, wide unblinking eyes, voice in volume 4.5 and still, that person despite being scared but tak paham cikgu!!


I was one of the spectator and even I clenched my fist gerammm!! Who's to blame for the fact that he is without a shadow of doubt wrong but he doesn't understand all the scolding and lectures that he deserves?!


and that my friend, is the problem that my colleagues and I face in the school where long ago, the Communist used to lived where I'm working now. It's a pity that some students learn Malay and English not in that language and then even when they're Form 5, they failed to understand the simplest Malay and English! and don't get me started on teaching and learning!! How can I possibly teach students English when they don't even understand Malay let alone a second language! and plus low levels of motivation + uncivilized attitude + barbarous manners + no sense that knowledge is the key and + many many more, too many!!


and that's the main problem of the school and perhaps why the issue of SJKC and SJKT needs to be adressed without being politically oriented! The students lack exposure and experience in both the language of the nation and the country's declaration of English as the second language. and I have trouble teaching English in...English!


It's an outcry! and I want to raise a hue and cry!

Birthday Post

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I always write a Birthday Post, it's a ritual :p


and I'm sorta kinda turning my blog into a blog cum Tumblr so bear with me and my constant writer's block -_-'


I credited the source and you can see it if you click on the images ;)


So I thought I let my readers know what my Birthday Wishes are since I'm old, boo hoo!

Free to dance~



Get marry asap with a wedding gown like this :p




Visit all the 7 wonders of the world, or is that 8 wonders? 9? 10? or just travel around the world!
or maybe just settle in Paris, aaaahhhh~



read loads and loads!



Yes, thank you indeed ;)




Most of all, I want to be closer to Allah (",)

Ramadhan Qareem ^_^

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

my heart is hurting :'(

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