BaFFling and BizaRRe!!

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum


So what's been baffling and bizzare of l8ly?!

1. The BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN ISLAM all around the world on their SILENCE while many more innocent citizens of Palestine are dying and have already died.

and dont let me get started on my country inclusive of me because I am so helpless and my prayers are so infinitesimal

2. The PMR results are out and yeah yeah, its the same thing that those people up there are proud that many chose to use the English language for science and mathematics but REALLY, what are they trying to prove?! and if that's the case, then where is the overall thorough research?

and did they check on the rural kids? because I messaged those kids at Big Pumpkin that I taught English as an extra night class since I stayed in the hostel and they FAIL English and they wouldnt even tried opting to use the English language for science and mathematics. and izzit their fault?

God, I just hated myself for still being on the fence as I still dont have a stand but right now, I feel pressured to be against the teaching of science and mathematics in English because I just dont see it working for the rural kids and the people in charge are just not going deep enough in their research as I have yet to see them taking actions for the benefits of the village kids. I know its not easy, they might just want to tell me to do it myself, fine then but whoever that has the power and authority to do so then do it right and by this, I mean, leave no pebbles, stones, rocks unturned!!

But somehow it could work for those kids in standard 1 that is but as I keep asking and discovering for myself as I had the opportunity to teach in a rural school, I just dont see it yet and I dunno if the wait is worth it, siggghhh

Congratulations to those kids who made it through especially to those kids I taught;

the ones in SMK Sungai Layar, when I sms-ed them, I could feel the GLOOM in their message when they replied, tak bykla, sket sgt, saya sedihla, tak cukupla, cukup cukup makan je...though they still have that A, ah, the exam oriented system always have this kind of effect huh...

and the ones who Nani and I taught at night, every wednesday night if I'm not mistaken. We taught them in the dining halls and Nani would focus on the girls as I would concentrate on the boys, all 6 of em, but it was still a battle because they lack the knowledge, the motivation, the hardworking attitude but most of all, they lack the focus as they would zone out and Nani and I would be so exasperated, hehe, it was and is really funny, they were so childish and always made us laugh and we love these kids to bits and that's why we love them enough to care but apparently, we couldnt do enough because we didnt have enough time and a whole lotta things to teach them but then, who does?!

and yet, they still try, and they want to, so perhaps we should cut them some slack by not doing science and mathematics in English?! did I just say that?!

3. That some muslim would be really please as they claim that:

'halal and haram are whatever. I am a muslim and my heart says so no matter what I do, drink, say, chant or who I am with. It is important for us to have strong faith and belief, syukur alhamdulillah'.

wuuu sista, check what you're saying because its downright baffling and bizarre!!


4. That I am still procrastinating yet I have how-many-days-left until I have to head to River Farmer (direct translation, LOL) on the 3rd of January! Just a few more pages I say to myself yet lets do this, yes, lets do that, cant sleep at night yet wake up late, not good at all...




5. I am still eating away and why does eating even have to be in this post



More baffling and bizzare news from me so stay tuned!

So the WAR has started

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With great demise and as of the recent news, some 280 Palestinians have been killed and 600 people wounded since Israel's campaign to quash rocket barrages from Gaza began at midday Saturday, a Gaza health official said. Most of the dead were Hamas police. Israel launched some 250 airstrikes in the first 24 hours.

please television please, we cant just mourn the king, this is a mass killing!!! 280 people are killed and who knows, how much many...

nobody is doing anything and so this is how it will become...

and this is how the Muslim Palestinians celebrate a brand new year...

The new year has already started as in Islam, a new day starts in the evening upon sunset and not after midnight.

Maal Hijrah is a time to reflect and review the past year and make new resolutions for the year. It is a time to check personal progress and to find ways to make oneself a better person.

In essence, Maal Hijrah demands a migration of the mind, body, soul and attitude from bad to good and from good to excellent, always improving and bettering oneself and society.

I dont pray for anything anymore except for the Muslims in Palestine to fight back and attack!! I dont pray for them to have it easy because this is Allah's test for them and what a heart-wrenching ordeal it has been, just that their hearts will remain strong and their faith will surpasses whatever it takes, the Israelians wont stand a chance!!

and we in Malaysia have it so much easy so nothing for me this year, or is that too much a lie?!
at least, I pray that one day, I could be of help especially to the kids, oh please, dont hurt the kids...




not HAPPY anymore, just WELCOME AWAL MUHARRAM 1430, we just have to wait for the days to get better, will it? if not, then we will wait for the hereafter and we will wait patiently~

O Messenger! let not those grieve thee who race each other into Unbelief: (whether it be) among those who say: "We believe" with their lips but whose hearts have no faith; or it be among the jews,― men who will listen to any lie,― will listen even to others who have never so much as come to thee. They change the words from their (right) times and places; they say "If ye are given this, take it, but if not, beware:" If anyone's trial is intended by Allah, thou hast no authority in the least for him against Allah. For such it is not Allah's will to purify their hearts. For them there is disgrace in this world, and in the Hereafter a heavy punishment.
Al-Maeda [5:41]

The jews say: "Allah's hand is tied up." Be their hands tied up and be they accursed for the (blasphemy) they utter. Nay both His hands are widely outstretched: He giveth and spendeth (of His bounty) as He pleaseth. But the revelation that cometh to thee from Allah increaseth in most of them their obstinate rebellion and blasphemy. Amongst them We have placed enmity and hatred till the Day of Judgment. Every time they kindle the fire of war, Allah doth extinguish it; but they (ever) strive to do mischief on earth. And Allah loveth not those who do mischief.
Al-Maeda [5:64]

My Future Behold!

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

Thesis is getting so hard to do lately, maybe because the clock is ticking, tick tock...


So I wanna stop doing it and focus on my future, haha

		I will marry A.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in England in our fabulous House.
		We will have 1 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Rainbow Honda CRV.
		I will spend my days as a Personal Columnist, and live happily ever after.

100th POST!

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

This is a celebration!

My 100th post!

But what is there to celebrate?!

Its not like I'm planning to stop writing and wait till you see that I will be the next Awang Goneng, the writer of Growing up in Trengganu because his writings have started from non-stop blogging, very fascinating indeed!

I dunno what to write anyway, just that I'm bummed I didnt get to finish the last book of the Twilight Saga entitled Breaking Dawn, the fourth book, sigh~

and why do people keep drooling over Edward Cullen, hehe, okay I know one of em is you Z but reallyyy, Emmett is by far the coolest macho-est vampire I have set eyes on, LOL

I wish I could write the spoilers here, haha, since I have nothing to write, that would make my blog get block, huhu

So didja know that my 017 phone number is a celcom now? thought I publicly announced this piece of news because celcom has been very kind and put me as a UpaX, and so far I have been spending little on phone credit then when I was using Maxis, this is because the majority of my friends are using celcom. and why do unmarried couples like to use the 3+1, I dun geddit, because I dont see any ties that would bind an unmarried couple, its baffling but then again, in this kind of world, you never can tell...

life can pass so fast,
like driving with your foot on the gas
hoping to catch it, i dont know
where it's going to end
Damon Elliott - Thought I'd Seen It All

Escapism by doing Tags

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So if a friend tag me and if there is so much time and nothing much to compose and write therefore I would comply even if the tag is dorky (no offence kak azura, hehe) but I had my share of dorky tags becoming un-dorky, huhu, just of matter of the tag becoming wow with a sprinkle of magic dust somewhere

1) do you think you’re hot?
I told you some tags are downright dorky and the answer to this question is if I get rashes then I think I may be a tad hot.

2) upload your favourite picture of you
nahh, cant be bothered

3) what do you like about that picture?
I wish I was photogenic, sigh~

4) when was the last time u ate pizza?
yesterday! Dominos Delivery, 2 large pizza for RM50! and the chinese guy on the phone was really funny! at first, he kept calling me Malihah then Matihah then it was just miss thank God, and he was like super friendly, I wanted to know about the promotions and he was like OF COURSE THERE IS A PROMOTION!!, ok miss, you know what, bla bla, and then when he suggested taking the super fine crust of one of the pizza, he was practically gushing about how the crust was crispy and thin and it was like he was doing an advertisement and I couldnt help giggling on the other line! [I prefer thick crust with lotsa generous amount of cheese but my dad insisted on the thin crust]. Then when my mom wanted breadsticks, he was like, okay okay, I am going to cut the price especially for you, discount price for you miss Malihah, LOL! regardless whether its discounted or not, it was really funny and I genuinely express my utmost gratitude to him for really knowing how to handle a customer, hehe

5) the last song u listened to?
The Script - Breakeven
I totally recommend The Script, an Irish band, totally cool, not just the music but the lyrics as well, especially the words they write!

6)what are u doing right now besides this?
compelling myself to finish my thesis!

7)what name would u prefer besides yours?
this is out of the question but I just wanna say that everytime I mention my name, people would always associate it with Madihah Dunia Baru, sheesh people, just because my name was famous because of her, it doesnt mean that every response I would get would be...ooo macam nama kat dunia baru tu, yeah, whatever, cut the crap, rolling my eyes! and it get soooo annoying when my students would say that I am just as kalut as the Madihah from Dunia Baru, oh man, reallyyy


ppl i tag :

everyone with a story to tell through tags, hehe, because sometimes I find that tags has the questions and if you're bored enough, you can actually use em as guides, eee, I'm actually saying this, creepyyy

so this is what thesis writing can do to you and WARNING!! I have only a week left and my socks are not pulled up yet, probably its because I have been wearing the same socks so time for a change, sigh~

The Answer and Many More...

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum


1. I can eat the same meal for days if I am just so into it.
2. I love to drive over the speed limit.
3. I need a blanket to sleep.
4. I have to arrange stuffs or else I feel distressful.

So here's the answer:

No 1 is the lie or it's false, it's not true, whichever, the fact is even if I love that certain meal but because I am the variety type therefore I would not repeat the same meal for days, I just have to change menu, hehe

I love to drive over the speed limit because I love to speed, surprise huh, well, its true, now if only my wira could take me over 120...

I just need a blanket to sleep and the reason is too sappy to write here, hihi

and No 4 is just so true since everyone knows I have OCD, everyone? particularly everyone

away for the weekend~

and did you know that when a heart breaks, it don't break even?
I sort of know but never found the words for it and now, The Script-Breakeven made it all clear.

Coz I got time while she got freedom
Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even, even, no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Coz you left with no love, with no love to my name


so basically, if you're not thinking of getting marry anytime soon then don't be so weak to fall in love because hearts will break and it dont break even which is really sad because a party will always hurt the most

your past sins will become your atmosphere of suspicion today, tomorrow and forever.
-as translated from http://saifulislam.com-

On another note, Congratulations to brides and grooms who's having their wedding in this month marking the end of 2008. Let's hope next year brings good news, huhu

Lets Play!

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

Three Truths and a Lie
Write 4 statements about oneself: one of the statements should be false while 3 should be true. The goal is to fool people about which is the lie. Try to guess which is the lie.

Tips:
It would be better if it were own personal quirks and idiosyncrasies, pet peeves and dislikes, or the most bizarre situations you've ever been in!


1. I can eat the same meal for days if I am just so into it.
2. I love to drive over the speed limit.
3. I need a blanket to sleep.
4. I have to arrange stuffs or else I feel distressful.

So can you guess?!

This is a great ice-breaking game and I totally recommend it because I have done it before in one of the JMK's activity but the group has to be smaller, maximum of 5 people because some people tend to go on and on (well, you know how we girls are!) and then there are the opposites of these kind of people but that's okay as long as they talk but of course, the idea is to be animated and enthusiastic because not only do you want to fool them but you also want to humour them thus the ice would slowly crumble and you find yourself saying hey, this person is cool and I wanna be friends with her/him, hehe, or wow, what a personality, this person could be good in ... well, whatever right? you get the picture?

and its also good if every one in the group can draft out what they wanna say in paper first because it took me ages to think of really good ones and I am not sure that's puzzling enough but lets just see shall we!

So guess mine and then I tag everyone in my list of bloggers to have a go and inform me when you're ready for me to guess!

and the answer will be in my next post!

i give up...

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

I give up...

that's right...

I give up on...

writing my thesis without eating!

and the stress just keeps coming don't they...

having insomnia

sleeping late

waking up late

binge-eating

blog hopping whereas I'm supposed to construct sentences

keep on paraphrasing which is risky

eating again

reading 2 books at once and none of them concerning academic

day dreaming

going to the pantry to ...

acne on cheeks sign of stress

ulcer in gum and mouth another sign of stress

have I mention I ate as another sign of under a lot of pressure?

surfing the internet

singing

eating. yes. yet again.

so don't say anything when you see me, sigh~

But those who have faith and work righteousness, they are Companions of the Garden therein shall they abide (for ever).
Al-Baqara [2:82]