back in college

Assalamualaikum :)

so i'm back at college, with the study groups and the struggle of studying because finals coming up, i'm sooo nervous and this time around, the anxiety level is really HIGH!! [don't we say that in every finals?!] :p

anyway, actually i wanted to go back last thursday but when i talked to one of my coursemate who's already there, he said that there's no one around and that the college is very deserted plus the canteens are not open yet. so i told myself, if that's the case, i might as well just stay a bit longer at home and my parents agreed. and i could study at home, just that i have to focus a lot more because the temptations prove to be challenging, hehe!

on saturday night, i went to Sirim's eid celebration and they served goat which is just simply my favourite and that's basically all what i had eaten that night since i don't feel like eating rice and i wasn't in favor of the satay. the highlight of the night had to be the part when i received duit raya! hehe, don't be jealous but there were aplenty more after the kids' turn so the sirim people paved the way for the singles if we want to and we do! well, actually, initially i sulked at the thought of going to the front but my mom pestered me and said, hey, that's an opportunity to be taken, go! and besides, i looked to see many singles making their way, so i just went and received duit raya in a sirim money envelope which was, well, cool in a way :D

so the next day, sunday, was the day that i went back to college and since my parents were also on their way to penang because daddy has work there so i thought i just follow suit driving behind their car. now, abah drove moderately (as usual) but also because he was concern with me, not that he didn't trust me but it's like he was looking out for me and that was reallyyy touching~

but the MOST TOUCHING part of all, was when it was the junction for the two cars to part, my dad opened his window and put out his hand to wave at me and then my mother did the same!!! and that was soooo it, i felt so moved that there were tears forming in my eyes, oh, THANK YOU ABAH MAMA :))

it was really just a small gesture but it meant a lot to me, and i feel more motivated to study, because my excellent results {InsyaAllah} would definitely be dedicated to my parents :)