It's still Syawal!

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

Its still Syawal so I would like to wish everyone who knows or may not know me (yet!) a Very Very Happy Eid Mubarak!




This Eid doesn't really feel like much of an Eid! For the 1st time in my life, I don't care (or mind at all!) about attire and whether I should have eaten less and ironically, now I do mind! I felt like I should have bought that extra baju kurung (pretty much because I'm a teacher) that was on display at Kompleks PKNS before Raya because it had cost less than RM100 and now its probably not a discounted item anymore, wuuhuu T_T


and now I realize that I shouldn't have eaten so much because well...you can poke my cheeks for that, urgh!!


It's no good crying over split milk because I should have known better but that's the problem, I don't!


I don't really like routines but on Eid, its an exception. So the routine every year is that:


1st day of Raya: Wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy (okay, so how does that supposed to feel like :p), Raya prayers, eating nasi minyak and sate and laksa, ask for forgiveness from parents, siblings and relatives, take lots and lots of pictures, give money to kids who come just for the money, go to Pulau Rusa (Abah's relatives) and sometimes at night, either there's a guest or we go somewhere and be the guest in someplace!


On the 2nd day of Raya: Basically just visit all of Mama's relatives until nightfall.


3rd day of Raya: Go to Kemaman for Abah's side of the family where there would be meet & greet sessions, tahlil for Abah's parents and his one arwah brother, eating nasi dagang (but this year, there was nasi minyak and sata!), take pictures, cleaning up and chatting and family meetings and all the festive family stuffs that family do on Raya!


4th Day of Raya: Back to Shah Alam with a few stops here and there and sleep until my hijab is all upside down in the car, LOL :p


When would Raya not be a routine?! I don't know but moods and feelings are always different because every year people and things around you change and that's when the routine breaks a bit by bit and don't get me started on next year coz I'll get excited, teehee :"p


Btw, that emoticon up there looks like me eating sate :p

Please be nice to me ^__^

I need BOTH a CAT and a BOOK to make me SLEEP

But I only have a book [in the meantime] oh well...


and I probably need to do a Tumblr :p

September is Tomorrow!

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum


September this year is a BIG deal for me and I pray a lot that things work out the way I want it to be BUT THEN, there's always that niggling feeling that perhaps what I want may not be what I need and I say phooey to that! What if what I need is exactly what I want?!


So this Ramadhan, I shouldnt have been lazy because I have sooo many things to ask for and when I ask, I need to double my efforts in praying because I cant just have it without working for it so please, I need an answer and I will try to be patient~

So is it any important?!

Just a little bit...

Lost in Translation

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I wish you were there, heck, I wish there was an audience!


You should have seen the boy, undersized, timid and has a squeaky voice which annoys the whole staffroom! and what did he do you ask? He swore at a teacher, he lied and rebelled and retaliated when the teacher reprimanded him and then he was called upon by the discipline teacher. and then that's when the drama happened...


He doesn't understand what he did ALTHOUGH he knew he was wrong! He doesn't understand because he doesn't understand Malay and we, the teachers were SOOO irritated only God knows how much! Can you imagine telling off a person for how many minutes and that person knows you are angry because you have flared nostrils ridges, wide unblinking eyes, voice in volume 4.5 and still, that person despite being scared but tak paham cikgu!!


I was one of the spectator and even I clenched my fist gerammm!! Who's to blame for the fact that he is without a shadow of doubt wrong but he doesn't understand all the scolding and lectures that he deserves?!


and that my friend, is the problem that my colleagues and I face in the school where long ago, the Communist used to lived where I'm working now. It's a pity that some students learn Malay and English not in that language and then even when they're Form 5, they failed to understand the simplest Malay and English! and don't get me started on teaching and learning!! How can I possibly teach students English when they don't even understand Malay let alone a second language! and plus low levels of motivation + uncivilized attitude + barbarous manners + no sense that knowledge is the key and + many many more, too many!!


and that's the main problem of the school and perhaps why the issue of SJKC and SJKT needs to be adressed without being politically oriented! The students lack exposure and experience in both the language of the nation and the country's declaration of English as the second language. and I have trouble teaching English in...English!


It's an outcry! and I want to raise a hue and cry!

Birthday Post

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

I always write a Birthday Post, it's a ritual :p


and I'm sorta kinda turning my blog into a blog cum Tumblr so bear with me and my constant writer's block -_-'


I credited the source and you can see it if you click on the images ;)


So I thought I let my readers know what my Birthday Wishes are since I'm old, boo hoo!

Free to dance~



Get marry asap with a wedding gown like this :p




Visit all the 7 wonders of the world, or is that 8 wonders? 9? 10? or just travel around the world!
or maybe just settle in Paris, aaaahhhh~



read loads and loads!



Yes, thank you indeed ;)




Most of all, I want to be closer to Allah (",)

Ramadhan Qareem ^_^

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

my heart is hurting :'(

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum

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