Saturday, December 13, 2008

i give up...

Bismillah, Assalamualaikum MySpace

I give up...

that's right...

I give up on...

writing my thesis without eating! MySpace

and the stress just keeps coming don't they...

having insomnia

sleeping late

waking up late

binge-eating

blog hopping whereas I'm supposed to construct sentences

keep on paraphrasing which is risky

eating again

reading 2 books at once and none of them concerning academic

day dreaming

going to the pantry to ...

acne on cheeks sign of stress

ulcer in gum and mouth another sign of stress

have I mention I ate as another sign of under a lot of pressure?

surfing the internet

singing

eating. yes. yet again.

so don't say anything when you see me, sigh~

But those who have faith and work righteousness, they are Companions of the Garden therein shall they abide (for ever).
Al-Baqara [2:82]

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6 comments:

Anonymous said...

teacher, FOCUSonyourdiet .. hihi.

Anonymous said...

sabar ye :)

Allah with u..

kaksarah

Anonymous said...

Al-Salaamu alayki ya habebaty

My Dearest Madeha,
1.Hang in there. Don’t let go off your grip no matter how tempting
2. success is very expensive.
3. since “Success does not come on a silver platter”, they are to be purchased..
4. the payment being difficulty, adversity, pains & aches of many sorts - physical & spiritual misery
5. but hey they’re only meant to be temporary… just sharing an Arabic saying a close Arab-friend of mine shared with me once…

"Tiredness passes us by like the summer's cloud, its stay is short. Don’t be afraid of its lightening and don’t let its thunder horrify you, for it may hold the rain that you are in need of…"

6. to de-stress especially when you’re under pressure is a necessity for your well-being .. with all those listed activities I reckon you’re on the right track there… you’re doing the right kinda activities to neutralize the academic anxiety..
7. hey I like to sing too.. lol.. I sing (in the car) while I drive on my way back from work DAILY… it really helps me to de-stress.. when you’re working from 8.00am to 4.30pm everyday..it can be pretty stressful, especially when you’re task-handling humans…
8. so nyeaahh.. you’re doing pretty okay here I reckon ::thumbup:: .. just imagine if you DIDN’T do any of those activities which may seem "non-beneficial" and "a waste of time" by surface value, where would your body be releasing the tension building up inside you?
9. “reading two non-academic books at once”, “day dreaming”, “internet surfing” >> taken positively they actually serve as good stimulants to your mind ::thumbup::
10. “Allah is always nearby to hear our worries .. whatever our cross whatever our pain .. Allah always sends rainbows after the rain.”

it wudn't be k.rahimah if its not a long one.. lol.. ^_^

wanderfulmadnificent said...

zmk:
*sniff*sniff*
i'm s t i l l trying...

kaksarah:
yes, patience is everything and in my case, discipline as well, sigh!

thanks kak sarah :)

(: k.rahimah:
THANK YOU!
hehe, i loved ur words! they go straight where they're supposed to go -> my heart and the mind as it is more rational than the heart, hehe :p

just hope that those words linger longer in my head to keep me striving to finish this thesis!

with those kind of words, insyaAllah i can make it :)

Madame Iman said...

nak komen terus terberenti pas bc komen k.rahimah..huhu..all said n all true. huu
p/s: k.rahimah, i think if we collect all ur coments and blog abt it, it shld b an interesting and updated blog. kan :)

foru said...

eh i thought you want that sudden change of appetite because you're not eating!?!

so we're similar after all. we eat when we're under pressure.

this entry sounds too familiar. been there, done that. like you side-tracked a lot when you're supposed to finish up your report because you're gutted when what you paraphrased still sounds like plagiarising... then you end up eating or watching youtube videos.. lol

i do that all the time when i was writing up my report. well just take it slow and steady. be organise of your time. you don't wanna be burning the candle at both ends like i did. never give up and made excuses like me. never!